Nikodemus.
Indonesia.Jakarta.Yogyakarta.Singapore.Strada.Canisius College.SJI.SJII.
Male.Teenager. Javanese.Arian.Horse.March 27.Roman Catholic.Independent.
Funny. Loud.Silent. Hilarious.Serious.Perky. Enigmatic.Scary. Ambivalent
Computer Graphic.Web Design. Jogging.Rock Climbing.Choir.Gamelan.Guitar.
Organ.Council. Debate. Assisi.Cooking. Chatting. Eating.Relaxing.Living.
Monday, September 28, 2009
My friend tagged a photo of me in facebook today
It was a photo of me with my K1 class, back in 1995
and I was struck by how happy I looks like then
what happen to me?
Friends happened.
Farewell happened.
School happened.
Love happened.
Life is happening.
Sunday, September 27, 2009
hee. reap.all
Often times I wonder.
Why do I endure all this for you?
I guess its just because you are so much like myself
a lil' bit colder
a lil' bit harsher
but behind
it is silent, isn't it?
when all you hear is just echoes
between you and yourself
I'm sorry I can't be strong enough
I am a human after all
and have limit as such
I can only wish
that one day, you will realize
it's tempting to say goodbye
but I'd rather say
till we meet again.
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
Everyone thinks of changing the world, but no one thinks of changing himself
-Tolstoy-
Monday, September 7, 2009
I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead;
I lift my lids and all is born again.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)
-Mad Girl's Love Song, Sylvia Plath-
I am silver and exact. I have no preconceptions.
What ever you see I swallow immediately
Just as it is, unmisted by love or dislike.
I am not cruel, only truthful
-Mirror, Sylvia Plath-
Sunday, September 6, 2009
Life is when you've loved and been loved
have I?
have you?
I really miss you
and I don't even know who you are.....
I never knew
I never knew that everything was falling through
That everyone I knew was waiting on a cue
To turn and run when all I needed was the truth
But that's how it's got to be
It's coming down to nothing more than apathy
I'd rather run the other way than stay and see
The smoke and who's still standing when it clears
Let's rearrange
I wish you were a stranger I could disengage
Just say that we agree and then never change
Soften a bit until we all just get along
But that's disregard
Find another friend and you discard
As you lose the argument in a cable car
Hanging above as the canyon comes between
And suddenly I become a part of your past
I'm becoming the part that don't last
I'm losing you and its effortless
Without a sound we lose sight of the ground
In the throw around
Never thought that you wanted to bring it down
I won't let it go down till we torch it ourselves
There's really no way to reach me....
'Cause I'm already gone....
Thursday, September 3, 2009
And will I ever know?
That it worth all this
That my soul down below
Has found its oasis
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