Nikodemus.
Indonesia.Jakarta.Yogyakarta.Singapore.Strada.Canisius College.SJI.SJII.
Male.Teenager. Javanese.Arian.Horse.March 27.Roman Catholic.Independent.
Funny. Loud.Silent. Hilarious.Serious.Perky. Enigmatic.Scary. Ambivalent
Computer Graphic.Web Design. Jogging.Rock Climbing.Choir.Gamelan.Guitar.
Organ.Council. Debate. Assisi.Cooking. Chatting. Eating.Relaxing.Living.
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
random-ness.

What would your own album look like if you were in a band? Follow the directions below and find out.Here are the rules:Use Photoshop or similar to put it all together.
Sunday, February 22, 2009
its late.

ignorance is a bliss
a dilusional bliss that brings you to the edge
of a bottomless abyss
you nescient being
deliberately evading the inevitable
postponing the unbearable pain
wrapped in your own infinitesimal existence
your shadow will your shroud
fallen deep under the debris of your own pretenses
is this what you live for?
solitary and forever reflecting on the what could've been
walking backward, unable to forget, yet reluctant to move on
imperfect metamorphosis in a metaphor?
now is the time to wax the seal
face to face and make a deal
so that everthing can be laid out in real
then it will be decided
whether it will stay true, or just ended
fated together or apart we tread
for once and for all
Saturday, February 21, 2009
N for...

Rules:
It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag twenty people. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real; nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.
- What is your name : Nikodemus
- A four letter Word : nice
- A boy's name : Noah
- A girl's name : Narcissa
- An occupation : neurosurgeon
- A color : navy blue
- Something you'll wear : nike shoes
- A food : nasi lemak
- Something found in the bathroom: nivea face cleanser
- A place : norway
- A reason for being late : not waking up on-time
- Something you'd shout : noooooo!!!!!
- A movie title : national treasure
- Something you drink : non-alcoholic drinks
- A musical group : nickelback
- An animal : newt
- A street name : north bridge road
- A type of car : nissan
- The title of a song : nobody's home
Thursday, February 19, 2009
liar.

they say time will heal the wounds
i say its nonsense.
Monday, February 16, 2009
blogskin - 1st draft
erm.
fille, go back to your drawing board.
Friday, February 13, 2009
life explained.
no wonder.
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
in retrospect.
i can live with the fake facade
i can put up with the false pretenses
i can tolerate the more than occassional lies
but i can't stand a weakling
overdependence put me off
stand up for yourself
keep your head together and pick up the pieces
things that bring you pains are not worth keeping
for dwelling in the past only deepen the wounds
show me strength
tell me where it hurts
and i'll try to make it better
Saturday, February 7, 2009
Footprints.

after all the sweat, blood and tears
will it just evaporate and disappear?
Wednesday, February 4, 2009
Solemn.
words has failed me
so i can only rely on these simple musical notes
to free my mind
to express these thoughts
to be with you.
Monday, February 2, 2009
Its time
till later.
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