Nikodemus.
Indonesia.Jakarta.Yogyakarta.Singapore.Strada.Canisius College.SJI.SJII.
Male.Teenager. Javanese.Arian.Horse.March 27.Roman Catholic.Independent.
Funny. Loud.Silent. Hilarious.Serious.Perky. Enigmatic.Scary. Ambivalent
Computer Graphic.Web Design. Jogging.Rock Climbing.Choir.Gamelan.Guitar.
Organ.Council. Debate. Assisi.Cooking. Chatting. Eating.Relaxing.Living.
Friday, January 30, 2009
Irony
"Isn't it ironic?
we ignore the ones who adore us
adore the ones who ignore us
love the ones who hurt us
and hurt the ones who love us"-
Letting go.
remember this?
i refuse to drag this burden with me any longer
lemme keep whatever worth keeping
and let the rest to fly away
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
:)
Its been so long since I feel this light
Its been so long since I really smile
Its been so long since I feel that I am not alone
thanks.
Monday, January 26, 2009
20 Random Things
Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 20 random things, facts, habits or goals about you. At the end choose 20 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you!- I slept at 4.30am last nite (or morning) coz i watched Goodluck Chuck
- I am having my night tea now
- The Changeling is such an emotional, tear-jerking movie. thumbs up :)
- Bolognaise sauce is over-rated
- Love salted popcorn (now you know how i spent my evening)
- Two left doesn't make a right, three does
- George W. Bush should be arrested as a war criminal and for being such an imbecile
- I am doomed, thanks to my malignant procrastination syndrome
- Audi S5 is gorgeous, but i won't refuse a Lamborghini Estoque
- The Bronte sisters are genius in melodrama plotting (in your face Shakespeare!)
- My flickr account has been dormant for a month
- I have no idea why am I doing this random post
- Two days ago, I did my first yu-sheng ever
- Green is good
- Lee Kuan Yew is a supergenius
- It is hot to be cool and it is cool to be hot
- Human being, especially the female sub-species is the most complicated creature ever live on earth
- apple crumble, gummies, chips, yoghurt, dark chocolate, fruit cocktail
- I want a Palm Pre
- Yay.
Gong Xi Fa Cai
Happy Lunar New Year 2009!
this year i "yu sheng" for the first time
it was quite amusing actually, tossing the food around
it was a complete mess 'n i'm still blur bout the meaning behind it
but its fun anyway.
i realized that most Chinese superstitions
are built around wealth, fortune, aupicious etc. etc.
its interesting how they can play around with their language
like orange for gold and wealth etc.
Anyway, like what i've said to niC
as far as i'm concerned, i get a long weekend
but for my frens who are celebrating
hope the occassion bring you a renewed zest of life
p.s. : the hong bao was a nice bonus, xie xie :)
Friday, January 23, 2009
next.
guess this would be the end of this chapter of a short life.
lessons are learnt and noted.
i'm done thinking about the past
about what could've been.
next.
tit-tat.
antara ada dan tiada
what happen if the only thing that make you aware that you are alive
is gone?
will you just stop living and cease to exist then?
or will you keep on living a damned life of the undead?
it is easier to hold my breath
than to restrain myself and not to utter a single word
yet i somehow manage to keep myself together
i'm not even sure whether i'm still human
but its fine
i will survive somehow, don't mind about me
be stronger, and stand for urself
coz i won't be able to be there for you for long
this is my last souvenir for you
smile.
Frozen.
I am cold. I'm so cold I can't handle it anymore.
Down.
The meandering eagle has built his nest and settle down
wondering whether the golden eggs worth the solitary
Hmmmm.
It doesn't matter anymore, does it?
Glad to know that you've grown stronger.
Thursday, January 22, 2009
LoL.
LOL.
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
Nope.
i'm not the type to get my heart broken
i'm not the type to get upset and cry
coz I never leave my heart open
never hurts me to say goodbye
relationships don't get deep to me
never got the whole in love thing
and someone can say they love me truly
but at the time it didn't mean a thing
my mind is gone, i'm spinning round
and deep inside, my tears i'll drown
i'm losing grip, what's happening
i stray from love, this is how i feel
this time was different
felt like, I was just a victim
and it cut me like a knife
when you walked out of my life
now I'm, in this condition
and i've, got all the symptoms
of a guy with a broken heart
but no matter what you'll never see me cry
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
should've known better.
After all, the broken stones
That were thrown, for no good reason
Inside, she's loving him still
After all this time
And though her heart bears the scars
No sign of healing, It's all right
She's loving him still, after all this time.
Trying to push the past away
Still waiting for the lights to change
try for the sake of their pride
Learning to barely feel the pain
Thicker the skin the less the strain
And though it's really hurting
She ain't breaking
'Cause she's loving him still, after all this time
Saturday, January 17, 2009
Long overdue.
At last.
You have no idea how much I miss you.
Farewell.
1 pergi.
timothy balik ke indo kemarin. benar-benar ngga ngira kalau salah satu dari kita bisa gagal di tengah jalan kayak gini. i could have been a better batchmate for him, but oh well, its all done and gone. semoga berhasil tim, whatever path you choose to follow from now on.
semoga kejadian ini ngga berulang lagi.
remember our batch-oath last year? gw harap itu bukan cuma kata-kata kosong.
together till the end
Friday, January 16, 2009
Rumble.
Never, ever click this link when you are hungry:
Goodness gracious me.
O.o
Ever heard of the Speak Good English Movement?
Yep, its one of those campaign launched by the omnipresent Singapore Government,
which main objective to make everyone to speak in proper English.
Now guys, I know it sounds patronizing and intrusive
but you all should really be thankful for the foresight of your government
I was stumbling around the net (the best mozilla net software ever) and found this:
click here
imagine if you find those stuff in Singapore
Warning, health hazard:
I'm still suffering from acute stomachache due to an overwhelming attempt not to laugh my lungs out (i'm posting this from the library btw).
Thursday, January 15, 2009
Beats.
Ever heard of human harmonica beatbox ? and the guy even have an album. a full hour of lips, nose, teeth and throat beats (that's according to the cd promoter :P) plus harmonica!
amazing. check the weblink for his clips : Yuri Lane's webpage
Trying to
But its not easy.
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
Oasis Hearthen
if I can open my soul.
Monday, January 12, 2009
Pour toi.
No, I am not leaving.Just need some time to settle my mind.Its so painful watching you hurting.
Incendo '08
Incendo, to light up a fire, seems to be a fitting theme for this year G11 orientation week afterall. It was a real fun, yet tiring event. Imagine: back from holiday, still suffering from the wounds i got from the motorbike accident, fresh from losing my passport, imigration documents and cash, with IOP and EE looming over. But I don't regret joining the Incendo '09. It was 'da sex! :PI was attached to a group: Hephaestus, named after the Greek God of Fire. He is unique among the Greek Gods, coz he is lame, a far cry from the all-perfect depiction of the other gods and goddesses. BUT, my group is far from lame (fine, they are sometimes, yes Caleb?). In fact, they almost killed me during the social night: I almost laugh my lungs out during their skit performance. It was brilliant.The group was great, they stay afloat despite my less-than-optimal performance as a facilitator. Caleb, Leon, Manish, Soong Lin, Kevin, Jonas, Sandra and Shu Yin.Anw, I am yet to write anything for my mortal. Sorry mortal, your angel is still busy tidying up his wings, there should be something for you very soon.So, back to school and IB again, sigh......busy, busy, busy.
Sunday, January 11, 2009
Go away.
It never crossed my mind at all That's what I tell myself What we had has come and gone You're better off with someone else It is for the best I know it is But I see you Sometimes I try to hide What I feel inside And I turn around You're with him now I just can't figure it out Tell me why
You're so hard to forget Don't remind me I'm not over it Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth I'm just a little too not over you Memories suppose to fade What's wrong with my heart Shake it off let it go Didn't think it would be this hard Should be strong, moving on But I see you Sometimes I try to hide What I feel inside And I turn around You're with him now I just can't figure it out Tell me why You're so hard to forget Don't remind me I'm not over it Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth I'm just a little too not over you Maybe I regret Everything I said No way to take it all back Now I'm on my own How I let you go I'll never understand Tell me why You're so hard to forget Don't remind me I'm not over it Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth I'm just a little too not over you
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