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***********Have You Ever***********
Broken a bone: no
Been in a police car: no
Been on a plane: yep
Been in a hot tub: yep
Swam in the ocean: yep
Fallen asleep in school: yep
Broken someone’s heart: yep :(
Cried when someone died?: yep
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: yep
Saved e-mails: yep
Been cheated on: dunno
***********What is************
Your room like? my domain
What is right beside you? alot of stuff?
What is the last thing you ate? chips and chicken chops
———————-Ever Had-————————-
Chicken pox: yep
Sore throat: yep
Stitches: yep
Broken nose: no
————————-Do You————————–
Believe in love at first sight? no
Like picnics: yep
————————–Who—————————
Did you last yell at? can't remember
Was the last person you danced with? can't remember as well
Who last made you smile? tis small baby in church
Do you wear contact lenses or glasses? both
———-Final Questions————-
What are you listening to right now? Secondhand Serenade
What did you do today? exercise, eat, church, surf net, watch movie, breathe
Diamond or pearl? diamond
Are you the oldest? yep
Indoors or out doors? outdoor
——————Today did you———————-
1. Talk to someone you like? friends? yep
2. Kiss anyone? no
3. Get sick? no
4. Sing? yep
5. Talk to an ex? no
6. Miss someone: yep
7. Eat: yep
—————-Last person who——————
8. You talked to on the phone? mum
9. Made you cry? tsk tsk
10. Went to the movies with? can't remember
11. You went to the mall with? leon, sarah, ricardo, etc.
——————Have you——————-
19. Been to Mexico? no
20. been to USA? no
——————-Random——————–
21. Have a crush on someone? maybe
22. What books are you reading right now? Clockwork Orange by Burgesse
23. Best feeling in the world?
24. Future kids names? hmm, raphael or vecenza?
25. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? no
26. What’s under your bed? rowland's bed
27. Favorite sport(s) to watch? F1 (its a sport i guess)
28. Favorite place? quiet places
32. Who do you really hate? hate is a strong word
33. Do you have a job? no
37. What time is it now? 1424h
Thursday, April 23, 2009
Sounds familiar?
courtesy of wordboner.com
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
Sunday, April 19, 2009
must remind myself bout tat.
courtesy of wordboner.com
i've just realized that lately i've only been chatting with
3%
of people in my msn list
Saturday, April 18, 2009
love the beat and the russian languange
merci.
you, yes you
i am talking to you my friend
i want you to know that i care about you and i want to thank you for being such a great friend.
stop being so hard to yourself you are perfect in your own way stop beating yourself over things that you cannot control coz life is unpredictable fight for those who are dear to you stand up for yourself and what you believe in everyone deserve to be selfish once in a while and indulge in the happiness of life a buried pain only rot the soul let it go, let it go
Friday, April 10, 2009
There was a man back in '95 Whose heart ran out of summers But before he died, I asked him
Wait, what's the sense in life Come over me, Come over me
He said,
Son why you got to sing that tune Catch a Dylan song or some eclipse of the moon Let an angel swing and make you swoon Then you will see... You will see
Then he said,
Here's a riddle for you Find the Answer There's a reason for the world You and I...
Picked up my kid from school today
Did you learn anything cause in the world today You can't live in a castle far away Now talk to me, come talk to me
He said,
Dad I'm big but we're smaller than small In the scheme of things, well we're nothing at all Still every mother's child sings a lonely song So play with me, come play with me
And hey Dad Here's a riddle for you Find the Answer There's a reason for the world You and I...
I said,
Son for all I've told you When you get right down to the Reason for the world... Who am I?
There are secrets that we still have left to find There have been mysteries from the beginning of time There are answers we're not wise enough to see
He said... You looking for a clue I love you free...
The batter swings and the summer flies As I look into my angel's eyes A song plays on while the moon is high over me Something comes over me
I guess we're big and I guess we're small If you think about it man you know we got it all Cause we're all we got on this bouncing ball And I love you free I love you freely
Here's a riddle for you Find the answer There's a reason for the world You and I...
your name must be synaesthetic what else can it be?
the mere mention of it trigger multi-sensory response no, it even fire up subconcious psychological reaction
its either that or i'm losing it
hmmm.
we're not so much the sum of our achievements, but the culmination of our mistakes
so stop living the what if?- but face it with the what's next?-
Thursday, April 9, 2009
i fly up, thinking that i am free at last then you tug, and i crash down
saddest thing is, neither one of us can help it sigh.
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
who told you that?
After the fall, Adam began to explain to God how he was ashamed and afraid because he was naked. I love the way God responded: “Who told you that you were naked?” Genesis 3:11
Obviously Adam had been influenced, informed and instructed by a voice other than the voice of God. God was perturbed about it! “You think you need to hide in shame and be afraid? Who told you that?”
I wonder how many times God has the same objection when He hears the lies we believe: Who told you that?
Who told you weren’t capable? Who told you one little compromise wouldn’t hurt? Who told you you’d never accomplish anything significant? Who told you it was too late to start over? Who told you that you couldn’t be forgiven? Who told you that you had to settle for that? Who told you you’d never gain victory over that sin pattern?
So many voices compete to create a cacophony of confusion concerning the things we believe about ourselves. God’s voice resonates with clarity, wisdom, and vision.
Who misled you? Who talked you out of your dream? Who convinced you that you didn’t measure up?
Type what comes to your mind FIRST whenever you see these 50 words. Don't think and don't go back and change. Doesn't matter how random it is, just type it!
1. Beer: carlsberg.
2. Food: pastime.
3. Relationships: *blank*
4. Your CRUSH: i don't "crush"
5. Power Rangers: vintage
6. Life: give it the best shot
7. The President: figurehead
8. Yummy: fresh yoghurt and fruit
9. Cars: luxurious
10. Movies: easy time-filler
11. Halloween: superstition
12. Sex: not important, yet.
13. Religion: its there
14. Hate: don't
15. Fear: weakness
16. Marriage: commitment
17. Blondes: stereotype
18. Slippers: comfortable
19. Shoes: match
20. Asians: me, i guess.
21. Past time: rotting
22. One night stand: quickie.
23. My cell phone: 24/7
24. Smoke: utterly disgusting
25. Fantasy: unfulfilled wants?
26. College: another thing to go through
27. High school life: ambivalent.
28. Pyjamas: not my type
29. Stars: sparkle
30. Center: somehow the good old G11 center come to my mind
31. Alcohol: social fun
32. The word "love": ambivalent, again.
33. Friends: trying
34. Money: necessary, but not essential
35. Heartache: unpleasant
36. Time: ticking
37. Divorce: unnecessary problem
38. Dogs: bruno (my old deceased first dog)
39. Undies: private
40. Parents: always there
41. Babies: adorable
42. Ex: gone
43. Song: human
44. Color: life
45. Weddings: ritual
46. Pizza: over-rated
47. Hangout: lifesaver
48. Rest: veblen good
49. Goal: the beacon at the end of the road
50. Inspiration: everything.
Friday, April 3, 2009
gravity
Something always brings me back to you, it never takes too long. No matter what I say or do I'll still feel you here 'til the moment I'm gone. You hold me without touch, you keep me without chains. I never wanted anything so much than to drown in your love and not feel your reign. Set me free, leave me be. I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity. Here I am and I stand so tall, just the way I'm supposed to be. But you're on to me and all over me. You loved me 'cause I'm fragile. When I thought that I was strong. But you touch me for a little while and all my fragile strength is gone. I live here on my knees as I try to make you see that you're everything I think I need here on the ground.
Set me free, leave me be. I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity. But you're neither friend nor foe though I can't seem to let you go. The one thing that I still know is that you're keeping me down.
Wednesday, April 1, 2009
da da da da da.
I don't know if I can yell any louder. how many time I've kicked you outta here? or said something insulting? I can be so mean when I wanna be I am capable of really anything, I can cut you into pieces but my heart is broken
I always say how I don't need you but it's always gonna come right back to this: please, don't leave me how did I become so obnoxious? what is it with you that makes me act like this? I've never been this nasty
can't you tell that this is all just a contest? the one that wins will be the one that hits the hardest but baby I don't mean it. I mean it, I promise
I forgot to say out loud how beautiful you really are to me I cannot be without, you're my perfect little punching bag and I need you, I'm sorry
please, please don't leave me
pastime.
1. Who is your best girl friend(s)? never really thought of that.
2. If someone were to tell you they like you right now, would you care? guess so
3. Do you still talk to the person you fell hardest for? not for the time being
4. Where did you last sleep other than your house? the accommodation the school provides for me
5. Do you have a best friend? maybe
6. Do you smoke? nope, won't ever.
7. Do you remember what you were like when you were a kid? there's alot of photos
8. Can you vote for the next election? yep, not like i care though
9. What are you listening to? right now? gundam 00 2nd season episode 19
10. When will your next kiss be? I wonder
11. Who do you want to see right now? dun feel like meeting anyone
12. Ever have a sleepover with the opposite sex? yep
13. When did your last hug take place? few days ago
14. Do you date smart people? yep, in various definition of it
15. Where were you at 2:02pm this afternoon? at home
16. What does the last text in your phone says? "Belated you're welcome :p"
17. Do you use smiley faces on the computer a lot? quite so
18. Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle? yep
19. Who did you last eat with? myself
20. Do you text alot? moderate i guess
21. How old will you be in 13 months? 241 months
22. When is the last time you tattooed? can't remember
23. If you like that person will you talk about your feelings or hide them? depends
24. Do you wear glasses? nope, for now
25. What are you looking forward to in the next month? dunno yet
26. Will you talk to the person you like tonight? don't think so
27. What color shirt are you wearing? black
28. Do you have a reason to smile right now? Nope, not really
29. If you won a lot of money on the lottery, what would you buy first ? a service from a very good tax lawyer and accountant
30. Who was the last person of the opposite sex you had a conversation with? What was it about? Asih, the maid. it was about what i want for lunch
31. Who was driving the last car you were in? taxi driver
32. Who was the last person that called you? amanda duke
33. What are you craving right now? a good massage
34. What if you married the last person you kissed? i'd rather be dead
35. What are you excited about? nothing much. its quite difficult to get me really excited
36. Ever kissed your number 1 on facebook? number 1?
37. When was the last time you cried? And why? can't remember
38. Ever kissed someone who's name starts with an A? nope
39. Is there one person who can make you feel better no matter what? not sure, my mum maybe.
40. Last person you hugged? rowland, before he depart to the Phillipines
41. What were you doing at 2:00 am last night? sleeping
42. Have you cried today? nope
43. What bed did you sleep in last night? the top bed of the bunk bed in a room in the condo unit provided by the school
44. Are you currently frustrated with a girl/guy? yes
45. Ever talked to someone that was high? yeap
46. Does it snow where you live? I wish
47. When is the next time you will see your grandma? i have no idea, i hope it'll be a long time from now, they are both deceased
48. Have you kissed or hugged someone today ? nope
49. Will you be married in the next two years ? I hope not
50. Have you ever wanted someone you thought that you couldn't have? yeap
51. Are you in a relationship, single, complicated, married, or engaged? single
52. How have you felt today? i don't know what i feel
53. Do you like your name? yes, my parents are genius in picking name: Ignatius Loyola Nikodemus Yoga Kurnia Jaya Hardjosumarto
54. Are you happy at the moment? nope, nothing to be happy about
55. What were you doing at 10:00pm last night ? watching anime
56. Last person who drove you somewhere(besides your parents) ? taxi driver
57. Ever kissed someone in a closet? i don't think so
58. Do you live alone? nope
59. Do you have a friend of the opposite sex that you can talk to? I hope so.
60. Are you crazy ? yeap, but not now
61. Who was the last person to call you a baby? can't remember
62. How has this past week been for you? a blur
63. Last thing you drank? lemon tea
64. Do you believe that every thing happens for a reason? if not i won't even bother living
65. Could you ever forgive a cheater? i hold grudge for very very long, not a good forgiver.
66. If you were reincarnated as a sea creature, what would you want to be? colourful coral reef
67. What do you normally order when you're at McDonald's? been centuries since I eat in McDonald's
68. Last book you read? Jumper
69. Describe your mood. it sways
70. Describe the last time you were injured? physically? december 2008, motorbike accident
71. Of all your friends, who would you want to be stuck in a well with? nobody, more space that way
72. Rock concert or symphony? depends, i'm fine with both
73. Do you like taking the MRT? I prefer taxi
74. If you could only use a form of transportation, what would it be? teleportation would be great
75. Whats your favorite kind of cake? thick dark chocolate
76. Look 20 degrees to your left, what do you see? alot of things: sofa, window, sky, cloud, trees, other buildings, etc.
77. Do you untie your shoes when you take it off? usually not
78. Do you buy your own groceries? sometimes
79. What's your favorite fruit? tough question coz I like most fruits. i'm torn between baby oranges, apple and green grapes.
80. Do you like running long distances? yes when i'm in the mood
81. Have you ever eaten snow? yep
82. What color are your bedsheet? the current one is orange
83. Do you hate someone very badly at this moment? hate is a strong word
84. Do you watch Spongebob? long long time ago
85. What temperature is it outside right now? around 25 deg. C
86. Do you consider yourself smart? I'd like to think so
87. How many piercings do you have? none
88. What language do you speak at home? which home? Jakarta--indonesian and javanese place where i stay now--english, indonesian,javanese, malay and french
90. What time did you go to bed yesterday? around 11pm
91. What CD is currently in your CD player? i dun have one here
92. What do you want for Christmas this year? nothing really
93. Favorite ice-cream? I don't really like ice cream, its too sweet. I'll take dark choc one if do eat it.
94. What's the way people most often mispronounce any part of your name? pronouncing niko as nicole i guess
95. Lastly, whats your favorite color? lately its been black.
